I’m changing they say. You’re not that girl anymore who’s always there for us anymore. You’ve got this different attitude. You’ve changed your perspective toward people. You’ve changed the way you smile. Your tone has changed. I’ve got this a lot in this past month, from my friends, family everyone who I deeply care about.Continue reading “I’m changing, they say.”
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The crime with no punishment.
Remember that bubbly little girl who always laughed at stupid things. Whose giggles were funnier than the joke? She would light up every room she went into. The girl you fell in love with. She’s no more. That girl you fell in love with is no more there. Thanks to you honestly. You’re not goingContinue reading “The crime with no punishment.”
You’re fading away.
It’s not that I’m ever going to forget your face or your voice but you’re fading away. That feeling is where the flower leaves its stem gradually. Those memories in my head are as fresh as the first rain when it touches the soil and there is a familiar scent from the ground that reachesContinue reading “You’re fading away.”
99:1
Sometimes I question myself if it only happens with me or with everyone else too wherein the 99 things you’ve done for the person are compared to the 1 thing you didn’t? Humans have this tendency to only look at the negative aspect of any situation. “She didn’t do this for me”, or “He forgotContinue reading “99:1”
Let it go.
Remember when we were small and used to fight with our friends over a rubber band. We would pull it with equal forces from the opposite side till it was too painful to hold on. In the end, the one holding the rubber band would get hurt because he held on to it for tooContinue reading “Let it go.”
Some things never end.
I’ve come across thousands of people in my life. I’ve been traveling since I was a child. Met people of different cultures, backgrounds, good, bad. I’ve seen it all. Every time I meet someone new, I learn something new about myself. But some touch your heart and soul in a way you never imagined. YouContinue reading “Some things never end.”
I’ll never be the same again.
You’ve left me again in the middle of nowhere. I don’t know where to go from here, what am I supposed to do, how am I supposed to live without the thought that you’re gone. I’m not going to get any sneaky texts, we are not going to stay up all night cracking jokes andContinue reading “I’ll never be the same again.”
Can you stay a bit longer?
Can I get one more last hug? Can I get to see you again for the last time? Can we talk our hearts out again for the last time? Can you hold my hand and tell me you love me once again? Remember the first time you told me you loved me? Remember the firstContinue reading “Can you stay a bit longer?”
We’re together in this, alone.
Do you ever feel alone even in a room full of people? Do you think to yourself am I the only one feeling this lonely or is anyone out there pretending to be okay and is just feeling the same wavelength of loneliness? I’ve had a lot of people in my life telling me I’mContinue reading “We’re together in this, alone.”
My unbreakable walls.
The walls around my heart are now unbreakable. No matter how hard you try, no matter what you do nothing is going to make those walls go down for you or anyone else. Not anymore. I lowered those walls for you. Now I blame myself for it. Why didn’t I protect my heart, why didContinue reading “My unbreakable walls.”