My unbreakable walls.

The walls around my heart are now unbreakable. No matter how hard you try, no matter what you do nothing is going to make those walls go down for you or anyone else. Not anymore.

I lowered those walls for you. Now I blame myself for it. Why didn’t I protect my heart, why did I allow you to shatter it into millions of pieces right in front of me?

Now the walls that I’ve built around my heart are unbreakable, no one enters it now. Not you, not anyone else.

Sometimes this scares me. If again I let my Gaurd down and someone breaks through my walls what am I going to do? Will I be able to build them again?

Why should I let anyone in? You broke me so bad that the pieces are nowhere to be found. Why did I get this for loving you so much? You got my love and didn’t even get your heartbroken.

Why do I have to deal with those sleepless nights? Going through those thousands of memories in my head constantly on repeat without pressing pause.

But I promise you now my walls are unbreakable

But I promise you now my walls are unbreakable.