What we had.

Is it selfish to wish that I don’t want you to have what we had with someone else? I know I’m being unreasonable but is it so bad to want this?

We shared a bond I don’t think anyone could ever understand. We could read each other faces from across the room. Have our little party amongst hundreds of people not caring what they might think about us. Fight over the stupidest things but would never leave each other no matter what.

It breaks my heart to even imagine what would happen if you were reading someone else’s face now? Crying in front of her about the things the world didn’t have any idea about? Sleeping in each other’s arms till dawn? I would be shattered.

I know you’re eventually going to meet someone or maybe might have already, but don’t you ever think about me doing those same things you’re doing with her?

Is it so bad to want that you never have what we had with someone else?