This is the first time I’m writing something and I’ve already started on a heavy note🙃
My question is what should I do to fill this void in my heart, the continuous pain in my chest, tears rolling down my eyes without taking my permission. I’ve asked a lot of people, read a lot and everyone has the same thing to say, IT GETS EASIER. I’m not a fan of this advice honestly. It’s been 2 years and the wounds are still fresh as new.
Sometimes this loneliness seems a curse and sometimes a bliss. But mostly a curse. How can you be okay knowing someone you love with all your heart is out there having the time of his life and you’re here just pondering over the thought that “ What if everything had turned out just the way you had imagined it to be?’’
I feel some people come in your life for a purpose and once that purpose is served they walk away so far that no matter how hard you try it won’t ever be the same.
But do let me know “ If it gets easier.”
Not a blogger 
life is up and down
smile and frown
feeling like only solutions
and i am already playing with madness
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Life is often painful. Rather than offer you bromides, I have a book recommendation by the Swedish writer, Fredrik Backman, Anxious People. It’s a fiction book I just finished that will likely make you laugh and cry. I find both can be healing. Be well.
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Thank you so much. Means the world to me you could take out a minute to read my writing 🙂
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Thank you so much. Means the world to me you could take out a minute to read my writing 🙂
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nobody to advice, only you pen well!!
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Thankyou so much. Means a lot 😊
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It doesn’t get easier, it just gets less raw and grief has no permanent expiration date. The unfortunate reality that hits most of us really hard is that we cannot control others, and if we did we wouldn’t feel fulfilled regardless. One day you’ll feel less raw and the next something will remind you of your pain all over again. As time marches forward… it will shrink from being your only waking thought. Until then, seek to find joy in the mundane. Our happiness should never be reliant on any one person alone. That’s a burden that’s too heavy for anyone. You are amazing. You are worthy of unconditional love. You deserve happiness. Don’t look for it in others, look for it within yourself. Meet your own needs first.
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Haven’t heard such a wholesome thing in a while😣❤️ thankyou so much. I hope it does get easier ❤️
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Glad I could help! ❤️ hang in there!
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